Nagasaki

Nagasaki

That night, I arrived at Nagasaki on the last limited express.
Unexpectedly, it was a cold winter day.
In the calm air, gorgeousness was there. Nagasaki was a night surrounded by beautiful light.
Next day, I visited the center where the atomic bomb was dropped. For the first time in my life, I touched on the atomic bomb dropped on Japan.
Perhaps it was a sensory problem, but I felt that the time was twisted and the space was transformed into a different space.
I felt that the description of misery was floating.
The misery was too purely sublimated,and many scenes occured to my mind one afte another.
It made me think deeply at that place.
Not the good or the bad I thought that the existence itself.
I didn’t think such as we should never let such a thing happen again because it is obvious.
Also, because of the instability that may occur again,
I felt the anxiety of existence.
The existence itself had become so negligible existence that it didn’t not even reach the existence.
The atomic bomb has changed the meaning of existence.
Of course, the past has no future unless it is the past, but Nagasaki has taught me that there is a existence in the past.